that kind of night

A night I can’t fall asleep because I have too many thoughtsA lonely night with no place to goThe end of a normal day, that kind of nightA day that’s no different from any other dayA night where no one picks up their phoneMy heart gets endlessly pitifulThat kind of day, that kind of night tonightA day when I’m feeling lonely without a reasonA night I can’t fall asleep because I have too many thoughtsA lonely night with no place to goThe end of a normal day, that kind of nightI come home to my familiar roomThe night grows deep without a wordThere’s so much to doBut it’s a day without much to doA night where something feels missingThe night air feels colder todayI close my eyes as I take a deep breathA day when I’m feeling lonely without a reason

Fade out

I didn’t believe in love until today
That must be a reason for me being more alert today
You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For  not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are

I know I’m not the best person
Although I  told you never to come back
If you give me one more chance, I can do better
Can you believe me and come back

Although there’s nothing that I did for you willingly
You didn’t leave when I threw you away
You have a great personality
And a great temper
You loved me without lying
The more I see you, the more I value you
I’m so stupid to throw you away, now I miss you

l o v e

1»When a woman love you, she will do anything possible to be with you.
2»When a woman loves you, she will sacrifice her happiness to make you smile.
3»When a woman loves you, she will not delay accepting you as a lover, when she haz accepted you,she will show you care and give you attention needed in relationship or marriage.
4»When a woman loves you bro, she will do things that make your friends and you thinks she is throwing herself on you. Bro! She truly lovez you so much, don't take her love for granted.
5»When a woman loves a man, she will call the guy on phone more than the guy calls her everyday.
6»When a woman truly loves a man, she will visit you all the time, calls you, helps you,care and give you attention more than she gives herself and family.
7»When a woman loves a man, she will do what she vows not to do in this life. She will do it for you and for love but women always end up regretting for doing undo things because many men are deceivers and pretenders.
8»When a woman truly loves a man, she will turn down serious men ready to marry her whereby she is not even sure if the guy will marry her in the future. funny_people.
9»When a woman truly loves you, she gonna be romantic, care for you, respect you, encourage and support your dreams in this life, she will do anything possible to assist you achieve it.

10» When a woman truly loves you, she will surely want the best for you, she will not cheat on you or hurt you, she will let everybody know that she loves you, she will be proud of you bro , she will not find it hard to forgive your imperfection but not when you cheated, she will love you sincerely and ready to die because of your love, Man when she truly loves you,she want nothing but marriage.

This was love

Love looked like this:  Just breathing, being.  

Love looked like this:  Crawling, walking to acceptance.   

Love meant seeing the difference between what is true and truth.  

Love meant accepting Grace:  Unmerited favor from and for myself first, others second. 

Love meant seeing me as good, whole, worthy. 

Love felt like this:  Admitting the wrong and forgiving what could not be repaid.  

Love looked like this:  Resisting vengeance, the kind only God and I would know about.  

Love felt like this:  Silence was friend, a helper.  I didn’t miss the dysfunctional adrenaline. 

Love felt like this:  Unselfishly planting and accepting good seeds of repair and healing for me.  

Love looked like this:  When I could tell “the story” from understanding, compassion, forgiveness, or not at all.  

Love felt like this:  When empathy was in full bloom, seeing why it happen, why it failed, my part, and theirs. 

Love meant this:  Getting clean of my “stuff”, my “issues”, and facing them all. 

Love felt like this:  The mirror became a friend. 

Love felt really good when I allowed HOPE to reinterpret all circumstances….ALL. 

serendipity

You

In your eyes there is so much that tells me

You are feeling just like me.

You are the girl that belongs to me,

I'm living only for you.

 

You are everything, that I have in this world,

You are everything I want.

You, only you can understand me.

You, you mustn't leave me.

 

Since we know each other my life is colourful and pleasant,

and it's pleasant only because of you.

Whatever may happen I'll stay with you,

I'll never let you down.

 

You- I want to tell you something

which I've never told an other girl before.

I love you, yes I love you -

An I want to always love you

always, always only you.

 

Wherever I am, Whatever I do,

I have a goal, and this goal

is you, is you, is you.

 

I can't explain what you are to me,

tell me that I'll never loose you.

I can't live without you anymore,

nothing can separate me from you.

Du

Muzmatch

You should never have to fight for someone's time, love, or attention. If it's not freely given, it's not worth having.

Maybe it wasn't that you weren't enough for him.

Maybe he wasn't enough for you.

Whatever you're waiting for today, don't lose hope. If it's worth having, it's worth waiting for. ❤️

If a man is into you, you won't have to question his feelings because they will be crystal clear.

Chemistry

Its easy to take off your clothes and HAVE SEX.
People do it all the the time, easily complicated for fun and randomly. But opening up your soul to someone being in a relationship committed, let them into your spirit, mind, thought, fears, dream, weaknesses, hope and future dreams that is being NAKED

solitude

Love myself I do. Not everything, but I love the good as well as the bad. I love my crazy lifestyle, and I love my hard discipline. I love my freedom of speech and the way my eyes get dark when I'm tired. I love that I have learned to trust people with my heart, even if it will get broken. I am proud of everything that I am and will become.

Pikiran

* RENUNGAN *
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*APA YANG DIFIKIRKAN ITULAH YANG AKAN TERJADI*

"Suatu hari, Rasulullah saw menjenguk seseorang yang sedang sakit demam. Beliau menghibur dan membesarkan hati orang tersebut.

Beliau bersabda,
"Semoga penyakitmu ini menjadi penghapus dosamu".

Orang itu menjawab,
"Tapi ini adalah demam yang mendidih, yang jika menimpa orangtua yang sudah renta, bisa menyeretnya ke lubang kubur".

Mendengar keluhan orang itu, Rasulullah saw bersabda,
‘Kalau demikian anggapanmu, maka akan begitulah jadinya’.
(HR. Ibnu Majah)

Sungguh indah apa yang disabdakan Rasulullah saw.
Perhatikan pesan-pesan Rasulullah berikut ini :

"Barangsiapa yang ridha, maka keridhaan itu untuknya. Barangsiapa mengeluh, maka keluhan itu akan menjadi miliknya"
(HR. at-Tirmidzi)

"Salah satu kebahagiaan seseorang adalah keridhaannya menerima keputusan ALLAH."
(HR. Ahmad)

Jika kita memikirkan bahagia, maka kita akan bahagia.

Jika kita berpikiran sedih, maka kita menjadi sedih.

Jika kita berpikiran gagal, kita menjadi gagal

Jika kita berpikiran sukses, maka kita niscaya sukses.

Jika kita berpikiran sakit, kita juga menjadi sakit.

Jika kita berpikiran sehat, maka kita pun akan sehat.

Inilah *The Law of Attraction*, Hukum Tarik Menarik,  merupakan Sunnatullah yang berlaku di alam semesta.

*_You are what you think_*
*_Anda adalah apa yang Anda pikirkan._*

Selalulah berpikir yang positif dan jangan pernah biarkan pikiran negatif membelenggu otak dan kehidupan kita.

Jadi tetap semangat dan jangan pernah menyerah pada keadaan.

Tugas kita hanya 2, yaitu : *Berusaha optimal dan berdoa.*
Sedangkan selanjutnya itu kuasa ALLAH SWT.

Nabi SAW bersabda :
_"Ketika seorang hamba berkata *Laa Haula Wa Laa Quwwata Ila Billah*, maka ALLAH berfirman, "Lihatlah (hai para malaikat), orang ini telah menyerahkan urusannya.

Libatkan Allah swt dalam setiap permasalahan kita, Mohon ridho dan pertolongan hanya kepadaNya, jadilah insan yg bertaqwa niscaya Allah turunkan bantuan dari arah yg tidak disangka-sangka.

Aamiin Ya Robbal Aalamiin..

abaissi

I am the type of person if you do me wrong, or one day decide that you dont love me. im not going to ask you why, im not going to ask you how. i am just going to walk away and make it easier for you. i wont beg, i wont forced you, be cause i know im leaving with myself respect in my hands and my heart still filled with love towards you.

why would i ty to disappoint myself by begging you to love me? i know the answer.

That'll just break my heart even more and ruin the good picture i have of you in my mind and heart. i will pity you the day you decide to explain yourself. because even tough i love you, i'll have to put myself respect in front of my love, like i did the day i choose to not question anymore why you did what you did