What a tale my thoughts could tell

This is Playground in My Mind. If you could read my thought, love, these are some of my words unspoken nor wandering. Just like an old time movie, to reminisce and not to drift away from life

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

As long as we're together, there's no place I'd rather be




If you gave me a chance I would take it
It's a shot in the dark but I'll make it
Know with all of your heart, you can't shake me


We're a thousand miles from comfort, we have traveled land and sea
But as long as you are with me, there's no place I'd rather be
I would wait forever, exalted in the scene
As long as I am with you, my heart continues to beat

Monday, October 27, 2014

Me myself and I

There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

Learn to listen more and communicate what you think and feel. Most importantly, don't blame or criticize. Learn to communicate in a way that doesn't put the other person on the defensive. Nobody wants to feel like you beat them up or down all of the time. Also, one of the biggest things you can communicate is when you're wrong. A heartfelt apology goes a long way. Not only do you soothe over a situation, but you allow the other person to see you are vulnerable - an imperfect person with flaws - just like them. Just one more thing you have in common

Be yourself. It's the most precious gift you can give. If a person truly cares for you, they will accept you. This is one of the most important aspects of honesty that people tend to forget. You can only be you.

Relationship

There's nothing better than knowing that someone "has your back." Learn to be that person in your relationships. Be the person that others know is there through thick and thin. It'll make you a better person. It will also allow you to perform one of our live purposes - to serve others. I'm sure you've heard the saying, "do unto others?" Well, what goes around comes around. I bet, if you are a dependable persons, others will be there for YOU when you need it the most.

Within you I lose myself

As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me ~ there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

Within you I lose myself...Without you I find myself...Wanting to be lost again.

Missing You

When you miss someone...
You feel a dull ache. Deep insideIt throbs in pain....
Never letting you forget.. weird, I even cant feel you near.
A constant companionThat lingers. That's how I feel right now. About You....
I ache inside From Missing You So Much
Just know I more than miss you feeling empty and wandering

Monday, October 13, 2014

emotion

It takes time to forgive. Yes that’s true! It’s not that easy to forgive especially if the one who caused the pain is someone whom you really love… But the thing is despite the fact that you really feel bad about what he has done, it does not follow that you hate that person, but rather you still love that person no matter what…The feelings or emotions are still there but they simply faded away… gradually… But the love itself still remains. Try to reflect on this, it is true and tell me if I were wrong. If you really love, you always love no matter what… It is based on the infinity of love… a love that does not end. Because if your love lost for someone, what you have felt is not real love. But rather a feeling of infatuation…or merely affection… that overflows from the deepest recesses of your heart.The truth is…the more you claim that you hate someone…the more you love him/her. The more you hate…the more you love.

You

Every name cannot be taken everywhere every name cannot be written on the paperin every lovestory there are few mysteries people dont fall in love just like thatits my desire that i see you from very near somedayif you come near me i wount be able to lift my eyelids up.there are no rules in love u just fall in love...you cannot work on to fall in love.

One way Love

I choose to Love you in silence for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to Love you in loneliness for in loneliness no one owns you but me. I choose to adore you from a distance for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams for in my dreams, you have no end.

Only God Knows..

When God knows you're ready for the responsibility of commitment, He'll reveal the right person under the right circumstances ..wait patiently, don't waste your time searching & wishing ..grow & be ready & you'll seeGod will give you a love story far better than you could ever dream of.... 

dejavu

Nobody knows its empty this smile that i wear...the real one is left in the past because you have left me there...Nobody knows i m crying they wont see even my tears...when they think that i m laughing i still wishing you were here...Nobody knows it's painful they think that i m strong...they say that this wont kill me but i wander if they were wrong...Nobody knows i m praying that you will change my mind...they think that i let you go when you left me behind...Nobody knows i miss you they think i feel set free...but i feel like i m bound with chain strapped in the mystery...Nobody knows i need you they say that i can do it my own...but" they don't know i m crying"when i m alone.. !

I called it Love

We Never Know Why We Like Someone More Than Others...Why We Love Someone Without Any Reason...Why We Feel HappyThinking About Their Presence...Because...Some Feelings Has No Explanation or Definition... 

Version : thought of loneliness

Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence life is worth while. So whenever you are lonely, remember it is true, somebody, somewhere is thinking about you.Sometimes when others are silent and they can't talk to us, is not because they don't want to talk to us, or contact us, it's because they have emotional issues inside them that they are addressing. So don't feel hurt by this. Understand them. The same applies in reverse....

Carpe Diem

I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the earth .... Then i ask myself the same question ..

too little too late

Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay.Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what wereally need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing youthink you'll ever have to do, but sometimes it's saying hello againthat breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you'llever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the timechange is the only thing saving your life.

If you have something to say,say it now; if you have something to give,give it now; if you have something to do, do it now; before its too late for he already found the courage of hearing it from someone else..

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Its Nothing Special

It’s nothing special, it’s just that someone came into my heart
It’s hard to explain but we were close for a long time
An hour at my desk, two hours on my bed
When my eyes are opened, when I’m falling asleep
I keep thinking about you
Wherever I go, it’s like you chase after me
I keep thinking about you, you keep crossing my mind and coming into my eyes
Should I ask you to get a cup of coffee?
It’s a bit awkward but I like it anyway
A love that’s sweeter because I can’t say anything
A love that’s more nervewrecking because I can’t hide it
It begins again
You make me think of you, I try to forget but I can’t
When I look at you, my heart pounds, why am I like this?
The things we used to fight over, the beautiful memories
The moment I saw you again, I keep thinking about it
It’s nothing special but you became someone special to me
I keep thinking about you, you keep crossing my mind and coming into my eyes
I forgot about it, did we hurt too much in the past?
I keep thinking about the good memories
And I’m being shaken up again
The person I’ve been desperately looking for
It begins right now

Goodbye

All day I only think about you...I can’t figure you out
You feel close but you feel far....
We were young back then. We didn't know what love was
So we were foolishly in pain
I can’t smile but I can’t cry..
i’m still at the same place even after 5 years.....I can’t hold on but I can’t let go.
I hope you are only mine
I hope I am only yours
Is it too much of me to want that?

Monday, October 6, 2014

resume : Discovery of Romance

im currently watching this serie drama from korean and its hits me that this is what i missed out i my previous relationship too much my pwn thought without even considering his feel; lot of korean drama is intruiging with beautiful and handsome actor/actresses with fun and exciting plot. But i have to say this drama series is logic and surreal like seeing my past relationship being recap in one.. laugh smile and tonight episode bring tears ..... sighh rarely i cry over drama and its kpop drama lol but i have to admit it come to my sense the story i can coop up with.. i think you will  relate  too once u watch it ... highly recommended. interesting :)

versi : menangis ingat dosa

because im happy