What a tale my thoughts could tell

This is Playground in My Mind. If you could read my thought, love, these are some of my words unspoken nor wandering. Just like an old time movie, to reminisce and not to drift away from life

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Song:: badboy ( Song by Bigbang)

I was too harsh that night

I didn’t know you would really leave

The words, “I’m sorry”, is too difficult for us that

we take it to the end

Because I’m ill-tempered

We fight over stupid things numerous times a

day

You take off crying, I look around and think,

‘She’ll come back tomorrow. She’ll definitely call

me first in the morning’

Baby, I can’t, I’m so bad that I want to be good

to you but it’s hard

Every day and night I’m so mean cuz I’m so real

so I’m sorry (but I can’t change)

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl

The more time passes, the more you get to

know me, only disappointments will remain but

Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me

Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you

My lay lay lay lay lady

My lay lay lay lay lady

You say that I’m different than other guys so it’s

hard

You’re still like a young girl with a soft heart

For you, who is always smiling next to me, I’m

still too young

With the excuse that I’m busy, I postpone our

date

Because I’m sorry, because I’m frustrated, I

turn my head

The bride in my dreams is just a friend now

Upset over the breakup, we are silent

Baby, I can’t, I’m so bad that I want to be good

to you but it’s hard

Every day and night I’m so mean cuz I’m so real

so I’m sorry (but I can’t change)

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl

The more time passes, the more you get to

know me, only disappointments will remain but

Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me

Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you

My lay lay lay lay lady

My lay lay lay lay lady

Don’t say a thing

I act tough but I’m not inside

Don’t abandon me

You know that there’s no one who will

understand me like you, baby

Oh you, come back to me ye ye ye

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl

The more time passes, the more you get to

know me, only disappointments will remain but

Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me

Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you

My lay lay lay lay lady

My lay lay lay lay lady

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy

Sorry I’m a bad boy, Sorry I’ma bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl

You’re a good girl, you’re a good girl (X2)

Romanized:

Geunal bameun naega neomu simhaesseo niga

jinjjaro tteonagal jureun mollasseo

“naega mianhae” i mal hanmadi eoryeowoseo

urin kkeutkkaji ga nae seonggyeogi deoreowoseo

Maldo an doeneun illo datugireul haruedo susip

beon

Neon ulmyeonseo ttwichyeonaga nan juwireul

duribeon

Dasi doraogetji naeirimyeon bunmyeong

meonjeo yeollagi ogetji achimimyeon

Baby nan motae neomuna mot dwaeseo deo

jalhaejugo sipeunde jal andwae

Everyday & night i’m so mean cuz i’m so real so

i’m sorry (but i can’t change)

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy

Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’’re a good

girl

Sigani galsurok nal almyeoneun alsurok

silmangman namatgetjiman

Baby don’t leave me i know you still love me

Wae geurae soljikhi na malhae niga pillyohae my

lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

Botongnamjawa dalla neomu himdeuldago

Neon ajikdo sonyeogachi neomu yeoryeo

maeilgachi useojuneun ne gyeoten naega neomu

eoryeo

Bappeudaneun pinggyero yaksogeul

mirwobeoryeo mianhan na soksanghan

maeume gogaereul dollyeobeoryeo

Nae kkumsogui sinbu ije geunyang chingu

heeojimi aswiun urideurui chimmuk

Baby nan motae neomuna mot dwaeseo deo

jalhaejugo sipeunde geuge andwae

Everyday & night i’m so mean cuz i’m so real so

i’m sorry (but i can’t change)

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy

Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’’re a good

girl

Sigani galsurok nal almyeoneun alsurok

silmangman namatgetjiman

Baby don’t leave me i know you still love me

Wae geurae soljikhi na malhae niga pillyohae my

lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

Amu mal hajima gwaenhi ganghan cheok

haetjiman sogeun dalla

Nal beorijima naegeneun neomankeum nal

ihaehaejul saram

Eun eopdan geol neon algo itjanhayo baby

Oh geudae come back to me ye ye ye

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy

Geurae charari tteona jalgayo you’’re a good

girl

Sigani galsurok nal almyeoneun alsurok

silmangman namatgetjiman

Baby don’t leave me i know you still love me

Wae geurae soljikhi na malhae niga pillyohae my

lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy

sorry i’m a bad boy sorry i’m a bad boy

Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’’re a good

girl you’re a good girl you’re a good girl

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy

sorry i’m a bad boy sorry i’m a bad boy

Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’’re a good

girl you’re a good girl you’re a good gir

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Song :: blue (Song by bigbang)



The winter had passed

And the spring has come

We have withered

And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)

Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow

(i’m singing my blues)

The love that i have sent away with the floating

clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places

Because you and i are dangerous

I am leaving you

One letter difference from ‘nim’^

It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not

good enough

Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love

No words can comfort me

Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama

Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you

And i have loved you to death

My cold heart that has been dyed blue

Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed

And the spring has come

We have withered

And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)

Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow

(i’m singing my blues)

The love that i have sent away with the floating

clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating

You and i, frozen there, after a war

Trauma, that has been carved in my head

Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember

my love

I’m neither painful nor lonely

Happiness is all self-talk

I can’t stand something more complicated

It’s no big deal, i don’t care

Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you

And i have loved you to death

My cold heart that has been dyed blue

Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)

Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow

(i’m singing my blues)

The love that i have sent away with the floating

clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight

I will probably fall asleep alone

Even in my dreams, i look for you

And wander around while singing this song

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I wonder if you hurt like me

As i think only of you all day

A single stream of tear flows on its own

Step by step, i see you

So even as i work, tears flow without me knowing

Even when i sing

Even when i walk the streets

I’m filled with thoughts of you

I wonder if you hurt like me

I wonder if you cry like me

I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

There are many things to laugh about forcibly

Like a wind-up doll, like it’s my job, i laugh

Even when i watch tv

Even when i meet my friends

I’m filled with thoughts of you

I wonder if you hurt like me

I wonder if you cry like me

I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

Because i smile every day

Because i show my smiles,

They think i am happy

But how can i smile, how can i smile without you

I smile and i smile but tears flow again

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Sunday, April 8, 2012

own my own

In order to evolve, it is important that we examine the contents of our

minds and hearts and get to the root of what we believe about reality.

Generally, our concerns of the moment can be trusted to guide our

inquiries however more often then not we seize upon a thought and play

this thought as we would like to see it resolve rather then accept all signs

and evidence pointing to the contrary, there has to come a time where we

call a spade a spade, smell the coffee and accept that denial is not doing

us any favours, Let go and embrace reality in order to progress

forward. —


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dear heart



"Dear Heart, Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're likonely."

Falling in love when you are ready and not when you are lonely is an

important part to starting a relationship filled with love off, as healthily as

possible. A key concept to starting a relationship is making sure that each

individual is prepared enough mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and

physically.

One must be acquainted very sincerely with who they are as a person, and

be willing to only let their hearts go to someone who is in the same places

emotionally, mentally, and spiritually as they are. Many people don't

understand that falling in love is just the beginning. If a couple wants to

maintain a relationship for a lifetime the couple must be willing to work

hard at the relationship in avenues such as communication, intimacy, and

being able to pursue their dreams as well. There can be no major

disconnects between two lovers, or eventually the love will fall apart if it is

not properly fixed and maintained.


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Sunday, April 1, 2012

just a thought

‎"There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up, it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap."

There are always going to be certain people within our lives that will slow us down from our forward progression if we choose to allow them to do so. As the quote states there is a point in many people's lives that they must realize that instead of chasing the ones who ignore them, that they must love the ones who love them completely.

Instead of trying to fix everything the way that they want it to be in life, that they have to work with life the way that it is, and even work with variables that they would rather not work with. It is not about giving up on people, but it is more about being able to tell the difference between giving up and moving on, and stopping others from preventing their own lives to blossom. Not everything in life is for you, and not every situation is for you to fix, sometimes you must let things be, move on, and learn how to let go