Waiting

How did I fall in love with you? How can it hurt like this?

I’ve never wanted anyone this bad. Can I touch you if I say I love you a thousand times? Can you know my heart if I cry and beg in vain?

Should I try hating that name a thousand times? Should I count how much pain I’ve got?
Love has already grown too big. Because you aren’t me. You won’t feel the same way as I do, will you........Yes. It’s me who likes you more

Even if my heart is wounded many  times. It’s okay if I can smile once. Because being with you is my happiness. Even if you seemed unfavored just once. I’ve never taken it easily. I did everything you told me, whatever it was

Even if my waiting is as long as one thousand years. It’s okay if I can see you. One day, one month, one year. Though I know you won’t come. I toss and turn endlessly and fall asleep as I wait for you, wait for you

When can I see you in a comfortable way...When can I get rid of this greed...
I want to know everything about you. From when did you live and hide inside my heart. It has become a deep thorn that I can’t even take out. I wanna keep you. Can’t give you to anyone. To me there’s only you, if it’s not you, being alone is more comfortable to me. Again, like yesterday, at this place. It’s me waiting then waiting for you